I'm not sure what to do with Life. Part of me pulls in one direction... then I listen to Chan and the rest of me pulls in the other direction. Maybe I should stop listening to one of them, because only one can be right... the one God is speaking through. I feel sometimes that I'm wasting my time here on earth. On a sermon about eternal living, Chan asked us three questions at the end (only one i remember becaue i immediately started thinking and I guess I can't think and listen at the same time) but it was: "What have you done on earth this week that will make a difference up there?" Shoot. I wasn't sure. We had a Bible study on Monday that rocked. And yes, it helped us all grow more in the Lord, but did it help someone outside of our group? I'm not sure. I saw the blonde prego lady sitting behind us look at our Bibles, look at us, and look at our Bibles again before she sat down. Maybe it made for interesting conversation between her friends, or maybe it sparked something inside of her, or maybe she thought we were plain weird. Who knows.
I'm really excited because someone from beaumont talked to me today and is coming to Lighthouse on Friday. yay
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