IDK

I'm not sure about things sometimes.

For instance, positive thinking is what we should be thinking about all the time. And yes, if you want to make a vision board of where you would like to be in a year, 3 months, whatever, that's totally fine. There is nothing wrong with that. Absolutely none. If you wanted to do something for the Kingdom of God, wouldn't you like a reminder of what you were working for? You bet I would. But the face that the book The Secret talks all about that and that some people are worshiping this book, yeah that's wrong. But, you know what, The Magic of Thinking Big talks all about that too, The Secret isn't the first.

People don't know how to dream anymore. They are so use to people telling them that their dreams don't come true that they just don't dream. What if God calls us to dream? What if our dreams glorify our God? Instead of being stuck in a mediocre life saying, this is where God wants me, when really you know that's not true and eventually you'll stop feeling His tug to get you out of that life and He'll let you sit there.

Sorry.

I don't know why I feel sad. I asked God to break my heart for the people at work today and to show me the love He has for them. I'm not sure if this aftermath sadness is His or me being a weirdo. There was nothing personally that happened to me.

It was four twenty today and half my coworkers were toasted.

I found out that my suspicions were correct about someone I know having an affair with someone I don't really know but is an acquaintance. I also found out it's not the first time. Why? Why would someone do this? Marriage is sacred. When you know they are married, why would you continue? Why are you so desperate? Why do you look at yourself that way? Even in non Christian society's, affairs are NOT okay. i'm sickened by it.

I wish I felt like people really cared about what other people had to say. I'm sorry when people are ignored, talked over, or pushed a side. I hurt for them.