God takes us through seasons in our life. Good things and bad. Regardless the outcome, we always get a fresh start. Soon, I will have to really buckle down and find a new job. Soon, my soul mate will be gone and living in california. Soon, I will be done with school. Soon, I will be living at my parents house again.
Every comfort that I may or may not really have is about to be shattered to pieces with only bits of old hanging on. I'm excited. Truly. A new job opportunity means I'll have money to make it to school when i have to start driving (so not looking forward to that). It also means I'll get to meet new people. Expand my horizons a little. I'm looking forward to wherever He places me.
Emily leaving is bittersweet for me. I'm so excited for her new start in California. i know it will be hard, but it will be so fun at the same time. Sometimes I long for a new start like she is getting the opportunity to do. I'm not exactly sure how my days will look like with out her in them. I suppose they'd look like they did when I didn't call her my soul mate but just some chick i thought was way too good and much too in love with Jesus to be seen with the likes of me. I like these days much better so I'd rather not go back. I will have exciting times in California with her now :) There's so much that could happen and I'm so very excited.
Being done with school is a joy that needs a whole blog all to it's own. Let's just say I'm really really excited for that and super anxious to find out where I end up!
Moving back home is very nerve racking to me. I have no idea what will happen or come of that. I truly have to trust that God will do what He needs to do and I pray He leads me every step of the way.
I'm ready for new things. I embrace them with open arms.
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